Upon return: your home looks better than you left it; the city has a wide and snowy smile that is familiar for the first time. Countdown: rest in deadlines, interviews, and very active dreams. Work it out, you are content.
Symptom: fashion wise, your former life held too much inspiration--that often became conversation; Chicago wise, there is fierce winter daring that rivals no other. Cure: believe signs of fierce and comfort.
For Gomez who is an inspiration and who gave me the original duck.
Symptom: memory not low, but off the charts. You can't seem to shake what it means to lie in your bed now and gaze out this window instead of that other one. Cure: continue working and working on the cure which is all in the recollection of that other view. Honor thy neighboring past.